Diary of a Woman with Endometriosis

Endometriosis is a mysterious condition that commonly occurs in ovaries, it has no known causes, yet affects many women out there. Before its diagnosis, one could suffer terrible mentral cramps, after its diagnosis, terrible mood swings. This is my account of how endometriosis has affected MY life and how it is continuing to affect ME and those around me. How it has shaped my life and I hope to bring about the awareness of this condition as it affects more women out there then we know it.

Monday, September 07, 2009

A brief stroke of motherhood

I had the most amazing moment yesterday in church while carrying one of my friend's kid. While we were worshipping, she leaned her soft head onto my cheeks.

That physical connection between us felt so unbelievably amazing. I held her tiny fingers in my hands and we swung to the wondrous music together.

I cannot explain the emotions that jolted through my body but it did felt like I've been touched by a brief stroke of motherhood. Is this how mothers feel like when their little ones lean on them in complete trust?

What a wonderful experience I had, this was the closest I've ever felt to being a real mother to a child. Not forgetting all the diaper duties, milk making sessions that I've had before. If this is the only opportunity that I had with experiencing motherhood, I would not wanna forget this experience for the rest of my life.

hmmmmm.... simply lovely!

Thank you God! For giving me a glimpse of what it felt like, to hold and protect a young soul in my arms, to sing with joy from my heart, to love unconditionally.

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