Left out yet blessed

The last two months must have been one of the most exciting yet depressing months in my life.

Exciting because we were in the mist of preparing for a short overseas posting away from home in one of the most lovely neighbourhoods in USA. It was a great time to be there, lovely warm summer weather without the humidity of the tropics. Heavenly blue skies dotted with light fluffy clouds, what more can we ask for?

Yet, on the other hand, every single one of my girl friends who are married are announcing their pregnancies! I got like 5 in 2 months. My my.... my heart was blown away. Far far away. While I was thrilled for my girl friends, some who wanted to start a family for a while. Others never really bothered much to plan and got started anyway. I was also feeling left out. Pretty left out. :(

Thankfully, God has been very kind to me, gave me alot more courage, strength and wisdom this time to understand that its not my time yet. I still gotta do more work before our time comes.

God has also been so generous in his blessings to us that I cannot imagine that we're where we are today. We are indeed so blessed!